Today is the last day forever and ever that I'll be 17.... Tomorrow 3/12 I'll be 18.... So depressing....

Is anybody else annoyed when your so called 'friends' take you off their lists for no reason? I mean you talk to them, not pestering, and they're just gone... You were having a nice conversation with them, and then the next thing you know, you're off!

And THEN, when you're hanging out with some of your friends.... and get into a good conversation with one of your friends' friends, and you really like them so you request them as a friend, then they drop off the face of the Earth, ignore your request, and never speak to you again? Am I the only one severely pissed off by these happenings?

Somebody! DX Be on my side, here!!! People are so mean.... I'm just so pissed!!! DDDDDX

Okay, so.
This morning I got up to help my Mom out with her work, our heater is broken so we have little plug in ones. I have mine plugged in in my room and my mother has two more plugged in in her room and the living room plus she was blow drying her hair-

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Our breaker's blew. :l So all morning we were resetting them and they kept clicking off and our computer's power saver breaker thing wouldn't stop beeping and I'm still waiting to leave! D:< So boreddd~~~! What fun today has started as. :l At least I have ~Bleeding-Flower to look forward to. Mmmm~! >:3

Ok.
I am so sick of men! I've been stewing over this for about a week now and, I just keeping getting madder because men just keep being @$$holes! DDDDD< I mean seriously. A guy only look s at me to see a walking pair of boobs. I don't want to get to know me, or anything. They just see me and think "Oh. Another fine piece of ass for me to grab." The only guy that has never checked me out, grabbed at my chest, or been a sleaze-ball pervert, was the guy that my heart belonged to... But, that over and done with now. I mean, my first boyfriend was online and I liked that because, he didn't see what I looked like for months. He got to know me first. Then, I posted up a really bad picture from a few years before of me.... he told me he was cheating on me and didn't want me. I hate guys so much!!! I can't even go into public with out getting hit on! I've heard them all.
"I didn't believe angels existed, until I saw you."
"If I could rearrange the alphabet, I would put 'I' next to 'U'."
"Do you believe in love at first sight? Or do I have to walk by a second time?"
"If I told you, you had a great body, would you hold it against me?"
etc.
etc.
ETC.!!!!!
SO what!?!? I have 32 H boobs, wide hips and deep curves! I'm naturally blonde, have big lips, a small nose, and big bright eyes! I DON'T CARE!!! I mean, I got fat to keep guys away but, now I've been losing weight to feel good about myself, all these pricks are lunging at me again!!! I'm sooooooo SICK of guys!!!!! DDDDDXXXX<<
I'm a person, too! Not some sex-kitten bred for you your sick pleasures!! I have feelings! And I'm emo! GET OVER IT!!!! No I won't sleep with you because that's saved for marriage!!! Why can't guys just GET IT!!!????

Konichiwa!
Hope everyone's doing fabulous!!!

Okay.
I finally asked the guy I liked, for four years now, if he had feelings for me. And said he had goals, maybe later blah blah blah.... I thought I'd be heart broken but, I'm so freakin' happy!!! For the first time in my life, my heart belongs to me, not a guy. I never wanna fall in love again! It just hurts too much, and I don't think it's worth it... (For me. Other people it works great, but not me.) I just want to dance and sing and scream at the top of my lungs! XD Yayz! Now, I have so much drive! I wanna do a whole bunch of piccys, for you guys, and get a snake! God, I love my life! I prayed very hard for God to do what's best for me and, I think He answered it perfectly! Thanks sooooo much, God!

Hope you guy's are doing great! Tell me about yourselves, or how you're doin', in a comment! :3 I'd love to here, now that I no longer have a life! XD